I used to believe that I would have finally acquainted myself with happiness if I had enriched personal insights, taken a better command of knowledge, and become more sophisticated about each matter in the universe. It seems that I always read for the sake of discovering the secret to eternal happiness. Sometimes, a sense of momentary enjoyment was reached along with replenishment of excitement. However, upset feelings haunted me in a few moments so that I had no idea about how to encounter horrible reality. It is perhaps my confusion. Living in a finite world built upon infinite dreams and ideals, I was the only one who can trace the destination of it. Even though it was a fact, I still made continuous attempts and held a firm belief. With plenty of hopes filled in my heart, I endeavored to pursue a glimmer of light, which embodies the intangible movements of dreams and beliefs. Then, what is the light? Why does it appear in such a situation?

Should something be written within my words? Am I supposed to record, seek and trust it, and to promote its transmutation to reality? Whether or not my works will be pragmatic to others. Whether or not the goal of helping others is the actual reason why I am fond of writing? Why do I feel guilty for not writing? Indeed, I do not have to be guilty when I write with inattention to wealth and reputation. In contrast, only when meaningful contents such as knowledge and enlightenment are excluded from my writing, will I suffer from guilty conscience.

I reckon that what I write stems from what I have experienced. Therefore, there is no need to demonstrate that these things belong to my own experience and pave the way in which I was established. Revealing the real me to readers is not required. Perhaps, I would rather forget the real me to leave behind the approaches to explain individual characters and personal experiences. Instead, what really matters is to write in an inexhaustible way. Just as usual, I will keep the habit of depicting the world and drawing the sketch of people surrounded.